Cakap Cakap by Si Arnab Gemok

CONFESSION BY: Someone who overthinks a lot lately and this might not be at all happening as she's currently overthinking. This feels familiar. The air when the situation has gone silence for a while. That cold air in a dark empty room. The "I wish this never happened". It will always burn and end anyways. Who am I kidding right?? It's too good to be true. Time and time again when it started, I tell myself "Why are you acting so dumb? Thinking that this could end the other way around?" It's time to be true to yourself. You are better off alone anyways. Happier in fact. Although you are the happiest when love comes to greet you, you know there's that worry feeling because it never works out. Maybe it's cause of YOU. Have you ever think of that before? Time for a reality check, missy. There I go, too harsh on my own self yet again. Have faith though, it will definitely make you stronger. I won't lose faith, insyaAllah. ...

Assalamualaikum Selamat hari raya!!! This year's raya is my first time ever balik kampung by flight. "Kemeriahan" airport with manusia is expected and all and I am totally prepared for that (and I'm all good with it. No issue at all). But who would have thought that my husband and I would be stranded for 3 hours at the airport on the night before raya?? 3 whole hours just sitting there on the (uncomfortable) chair and waiting and waiting and waiting some more for our plane to arrive. I was hungry (buka puasa only with super expensive sandwich that we bought from the small cafe near our boarding gate and shared a bottle of mineral water with my husband coz I thought our flight is gonna be on time a.k.a 7.45 pm so why nak have a huge meal before departure right??) and also we are taking flight to Penang and need to commute another 1 to 2 hours by car before arriving at our destination, Baling, Kedah. Jauh ok. So there I was, thinking what an interesting si...

Assalamualaikum A few days ago one of my friends told me that I am such a good listener (ahem~) and a very empathetic person (ok did she said "very"? Maybe. But the keyword is "empathetic") that she suggested for me to become a counselor or therapist (let me stress this once again, MY FRIEND said it. NOT me). But what does she know right?? I mean, psshhh (while smugly smiling). Ahahahahahh. Anywaysss, as I was going through my blog, I came across one of my entries from 2016 and it was a confession entry. Then an awesome idea struck me. What if I create a special, safe place for my bae blog readers a.k.a Bloggermoks a.k.a you guys to vent your heart out by sending in your confession/s on just about everything that you wanted to. I have always wanted to reach out to all of you even more and always thinking of how to do it so I figure this might be one of the ways. I might not be qualified enough to give you guys advice, or is it advise? See, I am not eve...

Assalamualaikum Dah masuk 5 hari dah kita berpuasa bagi Ramadan 1439H. Alhamdulillah kita masih diberi Tuhan kesempatan usia yang panjang untuk merasai nikmat bulan penuh keberkatan ini. Semoga tahun depan kita akan dikurniakan rezeki untuk bertemu lagi dengan bulan yang mulia ini. Kadang-kadang rasa sedih bila semakin meningkat usia, busy dengan kerja dan jadual kehidupan seharian yang padat, rasa excited nak menyambut bulan Ramadan tu macam dah makin hilang. I don't know if it's just me or semua orang pun macam ni jugak tapi lately, ada laa terdetik "Kenapa aku dah tak teruja macam dulu-dulu bila nak puasa and raya eyk? Adakah faktor usiaku yang semakin menginjak dewasa (Read: tua)  ??" Korang yang sama rasa macam ni, ada terfikir tak kenapa kita jadik macam ni? Nak kata aura Ramadan dan Syawal tu dah tenggelam, rasanya tak. Sebab belum puasa lagi, iklan baju raya, kuih raya, langsir raya dan segala bagai raya dah mula diwar-warkan sana-sini. Kelmar...

Assalamualaikum Been a long while since I last wrote an entry about my life. But somehow I figured this news is just too important to be left out. This is something remarkable. Something meaningful. Something priceless. That I just had to share it with you guys. Some of you guys mungkin dah tahu that I have been married for two years already now. But frankly, my husband and I, kitorang takde specific planning on when to get our first child. I have always been regular monthly. Never missed my expected dates, well maybe for a day or two but that's it. That is how we go about month after month all this while. So when I was suddenly late last month, kitorang macam wondering "Is it time? Mungkinkah rezeki dari Allah telah menjenguk tiba for us?" As like any other first time future parents, we were very excited. Excited sampai malam tu jugak rasa nak pergi borong semua Pregnancy Test Kits yang ada jual dekat Watsons and Guardian. But unfortunately, the first...

Assalamualaikum Oh well, look. Procrastinator at her best. Been putting on hold this entry for almost 2 months. *insert LMAO emoticon*  Butttttttttttt, say wootwoot to the new layout of this blog. At least, procrastinator actually DID something after all. :P Anywaysss, as I have promised in my new year entry, I would like to share with you guys my awesome experience during my winter holiday in Seoul, December last year (you guys are also welcomed to read my winter holiday 2013 experience in Shenzhen and Hong Kong -->  35th Shenzhen - HK Winter Holiday   ). For this trip, Arnab Gemok sekeluarga (7 orang semuanya) telah memilih untuk pergi under joined tour package  Arba Travel   . My family and I have been planning and talking about going to Korea since forever. Boleh laa jugak dikatakan sebab terpengaruh dengan K-Wave. Nak-nak plak my mom, aunty and cousins are all avid fans of K-Drama (Goblin, The Legend Of The Blue Sea and Scarlet Heart ...